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[keladry_lupin]

We've been cleaning, and I came upon an infant bodysuit that I bought for a baby who ended up being stillborn. It's waiting for the next friend's baby, but when I unfolded it and held it up, I felt an ache for myself. I know I'd have made a dreadful mother, but I do occasionally miss the kid(s) I never had the opportunity to raise even more than I miss the partner who has missed my youth and is well on his way to missing my middle age, too.